zaceatscheese

well i'm back
and i'm bored
who says i should change the username
and how the fuck do i change the username

i haven't written anything for 2 weeks because i'm sure nobody give's a rat's arse about ethnomusicology and the baroque era
no one gives a crap about logic pro as well
therefore the only thing of note is that i have 2 weeks of studying left
then i will be home
9 of november
my flight touches down about 1pm
at terminal 2
sq 224
good luck

it is one month before i will return
that means i'm excited as all hell and can't wait
however i have the minor obstacle of exams not to mention 3 major assignments due within the next 2 weeks
therefore i am going to go hardcore and do it all properly once and for all
well then i will attempt to predict what will be in the daily bulletin for me from tomorrow on
study, do assignment, go to work, come back, sleep etc.
so if i don't put anything in you all can sort of guess what is going on

anyway that little formula applies today as well
the only funny thing of note is that i woke up at 6.45 am and, looking at the dull sunshine outside my window, thought it was 6.45 pm and jumped out of bed in an attempt to speed to work
to be honest that was the only thing in my mind
i don't know why i didn't realise i had only 3 hours of sleep
and why i thought i was going to be late for work
turns out the adrenaline rush prevented me from going back to sleep so i spent the day in a daze
well that was pretty funny now that i think back of it

well then, have fun studying and good luck

today i spent it hanging out at my cousin's place
no work, just relax
i wanted to go for mass but crazy grandma told me not to go
told me to stay for dinner
well then i stayed for dinner
then i went to watch soccer
very exciting
first time i saw someone burst into tears while watching soccer
take about passion
spent the rest of the night playing guitar
gonna write a song for some people

well then tomorrow is a long day
have a great day you all

 good lord!
a lot of people are reading the usual rubbish i spout
but if you have a problem with what i write, then don't read it
i don't want to know
and i don't want to speak the word blog out in the open
we'll leave this as an internet thing
its a free world so do what you please

anyway today was pretty good
saw my crazy grandma
hung out with david gardiner
then went to work and washed my clothes
today was pretty fun at work
everyone seemed to be in good mood so we were all talking cock to each other

now i'm tired
so i'm going to sleep
well goodnight then

today i decided to take a day off because i've been working very hard
anyway all i did was sleep all day then i went to play soccer at night
well that's about it
went online and talk to daryl

come to think of it
hou_gang has been around for many years
people come and go
people going army at various times,
me coming here
new people
new girlfriends
but still we're quite strong
the bunch of the core guys

to think i've been thinking about if things went differently
like if i spent all that time hanging out and mucking about more seriously and doing something productive
but then come to think of it again 
i'm pretty sure that i wouldn't trade any minute of all that for anything
who i am today is because of hou_gang

thanks guys

 at last i have finished my essay
actually i finished it this afternoon
but it is over at last

today at church i almost injured the old lady sitting next to me
we both tried to pull down the kneeler at the same time and she tried to pull from the top while i tried to pull from the bottom
needless to say i couldn't pull it down because her fingers were jammed in at the top
needless to say i was apologising profusely to the kind old lady who said it was her fault although she was in minor pain
but when i thought about it, if i was in singapore and it happened, it wouldn't be a kind old lady but a grumpy old bitch who would complain and grumble non stop about how inconsiderate the youth were blah blah
but when i thought about it again i wouldn't be sitting next to old women in singapore wouldn't i?

today at church i was sitting behind a fabulous behind of a girl with a short skirt
she shouldn't have turned around

 i still haven't got it finished yet!
damn music history

on the other hand i witnessed history in the making today
geelong won the premiership by a record margin of 119 point or something against port adelaide
that was as interesting as afternoons get
should have done my work though
but i will definitely finish it by tomorrow

meanwhile i will do all i can tonight

today i had one class
the other was cancelled
i tried spending the whole day doing my essay

it finally turned into despair
there is absolutely nothing on carl philipp emanuel bach!
well then i shall do what i do best

really this has been a most unproductive outing
but hey at least i tried right? 

i didn't write anything yesterday because i went to a party!
yes i'm serious
although i didn't know it was a party
i thought it was just a gathering with some performances
there was this acoustic blues guitarist who is fucking awesome
got a mean slide
and a gravelly voice
really great
then there was me
who, still thinking it was a musical gathering, rolled up with electric six and amp in hand

turns out it was a back to school theme party
everyone was dressed like angus young
and i was there in a pair of bell bottoms looking so out of place
so i watched the guy
and after he finishes everyone else tells me hey why don't you have a go
so i just played
didn't know what to play so just played what i thought everyone would know
like metallica and ac/dc
then suddenly they wanted more and more
so i dug out my old bag of tricks
so easy to impress people
haha

anyway the chicks were so hot
i felt guilty staring at all of them
sometimes i wish i wasn't so anti-social

anyway that's that
probably never gonna see any of them ever again
wish i got to know the girls more though
but its really not my thing

today was beverly's birthday
was made to go to an awfully expensive indian restaurant
food was good
but its still so bloody expensive

tomorrow have to finish off a large chunk of my music essay
bloody essays
maybe i do have a future as a rock guitarist

 today is another very beautiful day, with clear blue skies and pleasant sunshine
i think the weather can influence the mood
anyway had an early day so after class went back and took a nap, then went to work at night as usual

today at work i was thinking about the time i went into army
though it may be a long time ago (2003 to be exact, how old were you then?), my thoughts are with those who are going in around now
sam, zac etc.
though army may be shorter and easier now, no doubt its still quite tough
i remember how much i changed within 2 years
from a boy to a man
from losing patience when the going got tough to being strong enough to encourage others to soldier on
from being spoilt to being independant from being away from home so much
from being skinny to buff

ah those were the days
anyway moral of the story is that its easy to look back and reminiscence but the truth is that you only remember the good stuff
but 80 percent of it is the horrible truth
its tough as hell and i thank god its over

good luck guys

 today i had just one lesson so was it an easy day
except that i stayed up to watch soccer in the morning and was not in the mood to go for class
still went anyway
and it went fine
interesting class

today is a very beautiful day
clear blue skies, cool temperature, plenty of sunshine
what i'd give to have days like this everyday
too bad you lot are in singapore
the weather there is horrible
i wanted to take a nap on the lawn, it was very tempting, sleeping in the grass, sunshine, breeze
but i stayed indoors and did my work instead

today my housemate woke me up from my afternoon nap because he forgot his key
he will pay for it dearly

at work i was thinking of the clique and then i started pondering on the overexcessive use of the word 'indescribable'
it bothers me because i think its like a universal adjective, which brings to mind the word 'fuck'
which, of course is taboo
but shouldn't 'indescribable' be taboo also? 
it technically means 'no word to describe something'
but surely there is a adjective for everything?
they can even be combined for new meanings!

so if i say 'indescribable you' which could mean 'fuck you' or 'love you'
so what's the point of even having that word?
it doesn't mean anything

but i guess its good for lazy people, who can brand just about anything 'indescribable'
therefore, i'm an indescribable person, so i could be either extremes - god or amoeba

woke up, did my work, went to the book sale, got a few more books to read
then came back, did my work, then went to do money work

strange as it seems i'm sort of enjoying this busy life
work all night
sleep all day
plenty of beer
perfect

but i still want to go home

today i decided i'm going to try and be nice to my brother's girlfriend and her family although i get absolutely annoyed to no end by them
for one i know if i get annoyed i will try my best to avoid the cause as much as possible to just prevent it 
but the cause is now living in my house!
so i think the best its just to make the sacrifice so my family can be happier
its already unfair as it is because my parents don't enforce the rules on my brother and her as they did with myself
but i guess life isn't fair anyway
its not his fault that i'm smarter and cooler than him, so he gets to break the house rules and i don't
well that's just a theory anyway
but i really don't know how it will turn out
it will absolutely kill me to attempt to be nice to them because the sight of them just makes me want to strangle myself (they can stop sucking up for a start)
but its for the greater good
my parents happiness is more important isnt' it?

 i don't even know why i'm doing this
nothing happened today
just the same old shit 
you want to hear?
go imagine it yourself
do i even have random thoughts 
yes but they've been long forgotten because they are pointless
is there even a point to waste your brain cells?
not at all

well then i'm going to enjoy my beer
reward for a hard day's work
good luck

p.s. i know i've wasted about a minute of your life as you read all that
but i'm not guilty
serves you right for reading other people's diaries

 ah, lazy sundays
that's exactly what happened today
woke up late, went to the gardiners place and slacked and ate dinner
then came home
so exciting
but a person of my age now can't sit around and do nothing like that anymore
i guess its part of growing up because the niggling thing at the back of my head keeps reminding me that i have more important things to do
anyway its all over now
just take it as a weekend well spent

today i realised that i had a life changing moment in my first year in uni
that was the lesson of logic in philosophy class
now dont' get me wrong, philosophy is interesting but a bitch to study
therefore i now find myself guessing where my mum will start an argument with me and i'm predicting what she might say and i'm covering bases at all angles just so i can beat her fairly (meaning no dragging out the past, no claiming respect for elders etc.)
now isn't that disturbing

moral of this story - don't go anywhere near philosophy, it will endanger your life